Personal Life

i’m gonna change your life

i’m gonna change your life
i’m gonna steal your soul
i’ll keep you warm at night
i’ll leave you in the cold

i’m gonna change your life
i’m gonna leave my mark
we can lie in the light
we can wander in the dark

i wanna know your secrets
i wanna know your shame
i wanna know your feelings
i wanna know your name

i’m gonna change your life
i’m gonna turn you around
i can lift you up
you can hold me down

i’m gonna change your life

i don’t believe you

say you’re wasting away
say you’re wasting your days
i don’t believe you

say you’re going through a phase
you’re just acting your age
i don’t believe you

oh! there’s nothing we can do
if i don’t believe you

say you’re feeling kinda ill
you’re just feeling rather sick
i don’t believe you

you’re just feeling from the pill
you just wanna make it stick
i don’t believe you

oh! there’s nothing we can do
if i don’t believe you

our history is incomplete

say you’re wasting away
say you’re wasting your days
if i don’t believe you

say you’re going far away
say you’re leaving in a day
oh! there’s nothing we can do
if i don’t believe you

our history is incomplete
i don’t believe you

never listen to me

follow my light, follow my lead
never listen to me

fall by my side
i only mean to deceive
never listen to me

follow the sound, follow me down
follow me down

follow my call, follow my voice
like you know me, like you know me
fall in the sea, fall in the noise
like you know me, like you know me

follow my call, follow my voice
fall in the sea, fall in the noise
never listen to me

i’ll give you all that i have
i’ll tell you everything
love me all of my life
never listen to me

never listen to me

not like any other feeling

when you’re ascending you glow
when you hit a dead end you know
it’s not just a feeling you get
it’s a feeling that you fight against
repeat

at the top you relax
you only wait patient to pass
you’re only filling a space
you only exist to be replaced
repeat

you only exist to be replaced

when you’re descending you burn
every death, every lesson you learned
it’s not just a feeling you get
it’s a feeling that you learn to protect
in time

you’re only free on the ground
when you fall you never make a sound
it’s not a feeling at all
not like any other feeling
you’d call perfect

power lies

how did i choose this path
how did i lose my past
why do i hold to my chest
every memory i mean to forget
how can i measure my length
where will i find my strength

power lies

how did i find myself on top
how will i ever know to stop
when will i learn to defend
when will i finally see the end

how can i erase my steps
how can i fake my death
how can i bear to leave
the air is too thin to breathe

power lies
it takes back what you take in time

only for you

i’m cut for you
if only to show you the way
i’m cut for you
if only to follow your fate
i’m cut for you
if only to make you feel small
i’m cut for you
if only to cushion your fall
my love

if only to capture your days
if only to match your hate
if only to offer the truth
it’s a feeling i always refuse

but only for you
my love

when you were born
you were sore and underweight
when you were made
you were made from mistakes
now you know only fear in caress
and you carry a terrible stress
my love

if only to capture your days
if only to match your hate
if only to offer you more
it’s a feeling i always ignore

but only for you
my love

if only to capture your days
if only to match your hate
if only to throw you away
my love

only for you

alone, a fool

when i have you near
when i have you near
i’m alone
when i have you close
i miss you the most
i’m alone
i have you in the past
long as the memory will last

when i’m by myself
you’re with someone else
i’m a fool
when i’m by your side
i’m nowhere in your mind
i’m a fool

you’re always in my head
you’re always in my head
i’m a fool

your love is so strong

your love is so strong
it cracks at the slightest touch
your love is so strong
like nothing, it crumbles to dust

your love is so strong
in embrace, it withers it pains
your love is so strong
like nothing, it melts in the rain

your love is so wide
black on every side
every side

your love is so strong
it shatters at the slightest hum
your love is so strong
like nothing, it melts in the sun

your love is so strong
it’s only a fear in your eyes
your love is so strong
it’s only a series of lies

my love is so lost
i sell at any cost
your love is the seed
it’s the promise i need
to be deceived
and i need to be deceived

you’re all that i need
i’ll love you so long
your love is so strong

a reflection

together at peace
together in a dream
a reflection of light
is all that we need

together in water
together unreal
a reflection of heat
is all we can feel

together we end
together we sleep
a reflection of memory
is all we can leave

a reflection of love
a reflection of death
is all that we needed
it’s all we have left

you changed my life

you changed my life
you proved me wrong
you taught me everything
i thought i knew all along
you changed my life
you set me free
from everything
i never really wanted to be

you changed my life
you built me up
you pulled me to the world
that i was dreaming of
you changed my life
you made me see
how everything i ever knew was gone
but still i held on

i was holding on
was all i could do
now when i’m cold
now when i hold
i hold on to you

you changed my life
you proved me right
provided every sky
every day, every light
you changed my life
you owned my heart
you wore it to shreds
you tore it apart

it’s so hard to be alone
after the heat i’ve held
after the love i’ve known
you changed my life
you made me see
now everything i ever knew is gone
but still i hold on

yeah i’m holding on
it’s all i can do
now when i’m cold
now when i hold
i hold on to you